my shit ass day:
1) my oatmeal exploded all over the microwave
2) i got toothpaste on my shirt and had to change it
3) the bus was packed and i had to stand squished with my face practically smashed on the door
4) the french press did not like me
5) i snapped at matt and thus had to apologize
6) my paper for jc was shitty because i didn't have time to find a better one and i didn't get to read the assigned paper
7) matt criticizes me again, for sounding like i hate to talk in front of people. i know he means good, I’m just not in the right space today to deal with it.
8) my protein was rotating too long because of jc. hopefully i can still send it for ab
9) i realized that i have to do round table friday and i don't have any results to discuss
10) i have to go to gre class tonight when all i really want to do is go home and cry
11) f is getting her hair cut with her fag and another fag and i am afraid of what it will look like
12) for some reason i am exhausted. i think i might need more adderall just to stay away. yes, i know i shouldn't use it as an upper, but if you felt like i did you'd need it too.
i think i will just go get a dr. pepper before gre and not really pay attention and then go home and ignore life.
