16.9.04

so today is rosh hashanah and i took the day off because we were supposed to go to santa cruz last night to go to services both last night and today. apparently i have bad karma or somthing because everything that could go wrong has. yesterday i left work early to go to my doctors appt. before we left and i never made it to the drs. i developed a really bad headache and started to feel kind of pukey. i decided that since it was so hot i should take the bus home instead of walking. that was my first mistake. i happened to get on the bus when it was almost empty, but about two stops later it became quite full and a stinky homeless man was standing next to me. i rode it for as long as i could, but about half a mile from home i decided i couldn't sit on the bus anymore because i was going to throw up so i got off and tried to walk the rest of the way home. i made it home without hurling, but shortly after walking in the door stripping off all my clothes, taking a handful of advil and collapsing on the couch i had to jump up and run to the bathroom where i lost my lunch and probably breakfast too. yuck. so, then i took a nap. i woke up at about 7. it was too late to get to sc for services and i was still feeling icky so we decided to wait until the morning to come down. well, somebody didn't want us to make it. we left at a decent time (before 9), but managed to hit traffic up the yin yang and then when we stopped to get a little fast food breakfast, macy peed on my seat. i didn't notice it until i sat in it. so then we had to stop at f's mom's house to get me some new underwear and pants to find that ellen had the only key to the downstairs room (where all of my spare clothes are). after all of this we decided to just stay home and have our own little services and relax a little.

this weekend i'm off to tahoe for the mcb dept retreat. i'm not doing a poster, yay. i just get to go and watch everything.....hopefully it will be fun and not too mentally strenuous. we'll see....

bye for now...i'm off....